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What should I do?

Alhamdulillah, Thank to AllAH for lending me this body, this life, and the ni3mah of Iman. Because of HIM I'm still here. Because of HIM I got everything I had and lose what I used to have. Still Alhamdulillah. It's been almost 24 hours since I've finished my 1st semester for the second time (look like it still a long journey I had to take). But right now I'm bored. Don't what to do, where to go or even what to eat. Hurm.... well I guest just let the time determined what I'm gonna do.

So as I'm writing this entry right now, I still don't know what to do. So I guess I'll just write this entry and then wait for Asar prayer then do something that I've been doing for the past few months ; play (yeah it's what I do the best). And after that I don't know what else to do. So if you guys are kind enough please suggest me anything that I can do to make my life more interesting. So until I figured out something to do, I'm gonna let you guys keep listening to my BNL's song : Everything Old is New Again.

p/s: to all my friends from Egypt, Ahla Wa Sahla ila Urdun. and have a nice stay. If you guys read this article and still interested in going for mansaf, do not hesitate to inform me. and do enjoy your stay here.


what does it say?
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Everything Old is New Again?

Tol Karam Street where I've been living for the past two years here in Irbid.

Assalammualaikum..... Alhamdulillah, we are here again. On this very earth which was created by HIM, The Almighty AllAH. After all these times, everything that we had done, things that we had in mind, and anything that's related to life we still being blessed with Iman and Islam. Thanks to HIM for everything. New Hijrah year had started. A new year resolution had been made. But after thinking about things that we supposed to do in the past, we should rethink again. About our new resolutions. We should include (the first thing that we should do) in the resolution is doing what should be done in the previous year.

Everything old is new again? What's the meaning of this phrase? Is it simply just a title of a song. Or it is something that have significance. Well the answer is even I don't know. I thought if we replace something old with new things, all of our problem will be solved. Guest I'm wrong. We shouldn't replace them with something new. Instead we only suppose to add the old one with the new stuff. Because we can have both the past and the future in the same time. The past will remind us how blessed we are to be born to this world. To think that we had done something wrong and to fix the mistakes. And the future is something that will make us think.

I've heard a saying said that "We shouldn't think too much about the future cause we won't live our present the most". I think they got a point. We shouldn't think too much about it. Instead we should do our our best in the present to ensure that we wont regret it in the future. I've read an entry in ayub's xanga about where we would reside in the life after. How we would be. Yeah, it really move my mind. There's actually a lot of stuff that we should know. Yet we always think that we had know everything. The truth is, all of our knowledge is actually a drop of ocean of knowledge which belong to HIM, AllAH The Most Gracious and Most Merciful.

So let us all from this very moment, to renew our goal of this life which is to serve HIS cause. Yeah only HIM and no others. Let it be our guide to go through this life. So that in the end, we'll be blessed and being love by HIM. Whose love is the only love that'll last forever.


"Live in dignity, or die as a martyr"
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Me, myself, and not otherself

It's been 20 years (almost 21 years), since my first breath on this earth. Wow. It had been that long. But why I'm still the same? The old me? The year 1427H are going to pass. The new year 1428 is nearing. But why I didn't change? Or maybe I've changed. But to my worst. How could this happening to me?

Thank you AllAH for everything that you had given to me all this time. The breath that I take everyday, the foods, the brain, the hands, the legs, the feeling of being lonely, the feeling of joy, the feeling to be love by somebody or anybody, the feeling being appreciated, and all of those feelings. The knowledge that you had given me, the time that you had spent to hear my prays, the love of my family, and all that I have and what I'm today, it's all thank to you.

But do I really mean that word? Thank You? It's seems as simple as saying the word. But the truth is that, it's something that you don't just say it. It's something that you had to apply it, something that you had to make it true by enslaving yourself to HIM, to HIS religion, to HIS kingdom, and to HIM only HIM.

For me, after 20 years of being here, walking this path on this very moment on HIS earth, it never been a single second that I dedicate my life to HIM. I always said that I want to get HIS love. But it's never been a single action in my life that wanting to be love by HIM. I keep thinking, why I'm behaving like this? I always hoping for somebody to come over and guide me to the right path. But it seems to be impossible in this way. Whenever HE gave me some of HIS ni3mah, I keep forget HIM. When HE send HIS trial upon me, I'll be standing on my knee hoping HE will help me. But then when everything turn to normal again, I forgot about HIM again. I don't get it. Why I'm behaving like this.

I'm hoping that in the new year of Hijrah, I'll be someone new. Someone that no one had seen before. I'll be somebody stronger and more faithful to HIS promise, to HIS power and to everything that can be seen or not. O AllAH, lend my some strength to endure this. And may you won't turn me into something that none had wish for; a betrayal. For YOU, YOU are the only one who can do anything to everything. Please unburden me with my gloomy and dark past. Let me see a bright future. A future that will unite every muslim under one banner; banner of truth.

And to all my fellow friends even if I'm not somebody, I just wanna let you guys know that this is only a temporary stop of a longer journey. Never make it your shelter. Never bow to it. Unless you think you can be here forever. Never ever think that this life had nothing to do accept to bow to it. It's may sound harsh, but remember that in the after life you'll understand everything. Believe in HIM as all the Messenger and their companion had done in the past. And may what we had today, will be count as hassanah.
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What does it takes...




I'm assure that everyone (especially here in Jordan) are craving for a very good and nice foods. Since we're not where we use to be (Malaysia), no wonder why many of us getting thinner everyday (there's a few went to the opposite way. LOL~). I'm here today to tell you guys how to make a very good Chocolate Drink. Even if you can get MILO in your hand you'll never can out stand it. Hihihihihi...

Ok, first of all what we need is water. Yeah W.A.T.E.R. Since water is a bit problem up here, it's almost as precious as crude oil. Then we need a kettle, good chocolate, a mug, powdered milk, vanilla flavor (I can't find it any here. so i think we had to get from outside.). And not to forget some sugar (either in cube or grounds).

Heat the water till it boils. The put a spoonful of chocolate powder in it. Stir until dissolved. Then, get a bit of the vanilla flavor (it's used to give the nice smell and flavor. you can ignore it if you don't have any.). After that, put is some sugar and milk. Then stir it all. After everything are dissolved, reheat it again. Then you can serve it hot.

Hot chocolate drinks is best served in winter. Cause it can give you the sensation of good foods that you had craved and also the warmth that you need in the coldness of the day or even night. That's it. You already treat yourself with something special.

The main point here is that even our life needs good things in order to be wonderful. That's the purpose of every creation. To make others look wonderful. Embrace your life with something wonderful as Islam. And you'll never forget it forever. Even in the afterlife.

“Always do right - this will gratify some and astonish the rest.”
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The World Is Against Me

By Edgar A. Guest

"The world is against me," he said with a sigh.
"Somebody stops every scheme that I try.
The world has me down and it's keeping me there;
I don't get a chance. Oh, the world is unfair!
When a fellow is poor then he can't get a show;
The world is determined to keep him down low."

"What of Abe Lincoln?" I asked. "Would you say
That he was much richer than you are to-day?
He hadn't your chance of making his mark,
And his outlook was often exceedingly dark;
Yet he clung to his purpose with courage most grim
And he got to the top. Was the world against him?"

"What of Ben Franklin? I've oft heard it said
That many a time he went hungry to bed.
He started with nothing but courage to climb,
But patiently struggled and waited his time.
He dangled awhile from real poverty's limb,
Yet he got to the top. Was the world against him?

"I could name you a dozen, yes, hundreds, I guess,
Of poor boys who've patiently climbed to success;
All boys who were down and who struggled alone,
Who'd have thought themselves rich if your fortune they'd known;
Yet they rose in the world you're so quick to condemn,
And I'm asking you now, was the world against them?"

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly"
 
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