September + Oktober = Ramadhan + Syawal

Berlalulah sudah ramadan, sebulan berpuasa. Dualah bulan kita, beraya. Ahaks~

Kali nie nak tunjuk banyak skit gambar ntuk korang semua nengok. Hahahaha. Ucapan kepada semua yang akan menduduki exam: Silalah belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Kerana peluang hanya datang sekali sahaja. Buat yang terbaik dan kita akan menerima yang terbaik. Tetapi semua adalah ciptaan-Nya....

Urm, gambar nie menunjukkan kipas yang berlatar belakangkan bulan penuh. Rasanya gambar nie amek sebelum Ramadan kot. Mengenangkan saat romantik bersama......... ahaks~

yang nie plak, gambar time kita orang dengar ceramah yang disampaikan oleh sorang Sheikh nie time kita orang gi Iftar kat kg bilal Masjid Jamiah (JUST). Sheikh nie bg ceramah dalam English tuh. Salute ah~ Menu: Maklubah + Kambing

NIe plak time Iftar Pahang kat rumah aper ntah aku pun dah tak ingat. Tapi apa yang aku pasti itu adalah rumah budak pompuan. Pasal tuh first time aku gi ke sana. Lagi pasal iftar tuh, pergh makan memang mantap giler. Aper bleh buat, depa pi masak ayam masak hitam? Ntah menda per ntah nama dier,,,, Menu: Nasi Putih + Ayam Hitam + Sayur Campur

This one, as you guys can see aku sedang makan. So disebabkan aku sedang makan kire gambar nie paling seksi. Uwek!!!!! (choking! not breathing!!!). Nie gambar time kita orang buat iftar ntuk bebudak laki batch kita orang. Umphh, semua berjalan dengan lancar. Kita orang juga menjemput bebudak US ntuk join kita orang. Menu: Nasi Ayam + Ayam Goreng Kicap + Ayam Hainan. Ahaks~ Cool!

Hok nie plok adalah time Iftar Jami3i PERMAI yang diadakan kat Dewan Farabi, Yarmouk University. Sekali ngan mendalah tuh ada Majlis Khatam Al-Quran. Alhamdulillah bertambah ilmu aku. Memang diri nie terlalu jahil sangat dengan ilmu agama....... sob sob. Menu: Nasi Ayam + cili yang sangat pedas~

First time ever. Bebudak Melayu dijemput ntuk bertakbir di Masjid Jami3ah. Ramai gak yang turun. Arab2 yang nak dgr pun ramai gak dtg. Siap buat rakaman lagi. Rasanya ada kot bebudak nie letak takbir tuh dalam YouTube! kot. Lepas tuh kita orang berpecah gi ke rumah bebudak yang nak kita orang takbirkan~

Open House rumah bebudak nie. Rasanya nie raya kedua kot. Pasal nyer takder tempat ntuk mencari makan, so terpaksa ler gi beraya ke rumah bebudak nie...... Thanks Sophee, Syafiq, Amin, Anhar, n Sipuk. Menu: Nasi Impit + Kuah Kacang pedas giler (Sophee, ko orang mana sebenarnyer???) + Puding + Soto + Sup Tulang~

Gambar nie sepatut nyer xleh disiarkan kerana nie adalah disebalik tabir majlis raya PERMAI. Tapi takper. Best gak ah. Tahun nie agak ramai orang masuk nengok (due to bertambah nyer bebudak JUST nie). Majlsi berjalan dengan lancar. Mungkin terdapat a few glitch yang x best. But over all mmg ok ler. Menu: Satay (yeay!) + Kuah kacang(nasib baik x pedas. aper depa ingat kita orang nie orang nogori ko po???) + Dessert buah-buahan kot + Nasi Impit + Nasi Minyak + Ayam Pedas~

Owh aku dah citer ker pasal aku berlakon time Majlis Raya PERMAI? Umphh.... xper ah. takyah citer lg bagus. Hahahaha..... Nie adalah gambar ketika sedang "cuba" ntuk berlatih ntuk lakonan. Last2, malam tuh nak berlakon, petang tuh baru nak amek pelakon dan juga menyiapkan prop. Akibatnya, semua berlakon pakai skrip ciptaan sendiri. Kepada sesiapa yang ada terasa tuh, kami meminta maaf atas keceluparan mulut nie.........

Nie plak gambar budak kecik aku jumpa time semayang jumaat. Pompuan!! Kalau camnie ah kan, bab kata kawan aku, nak dapat yang dah besar punyalah susahkan, apa kata kita hajiz yang kecik lagi. Lagi senang. Bagi gula2 ajer. Dahlah xyah kuar2. Hahahahaha~ No heart feeling..... Budak nie mmg cute kalau nengok live. Kawai~~

Begitulah adanya kehidupan nie. Memang penuh dengan pelbagai ragam. Dan kebelakangan nie aku ada install satu program menarik yang dikenali sebagai StumbleUpon. Memang menarik. Dia akan membawa anda ke laman web secara random. Dan macam2 menda pelik dan menarik yang selama nie kita x pernah tau. So kepada sesiapa yang nak mencuba tuh, silalah ek.....

Dan akhir kata, kepada semua ahli PERMAI, silalah membaca post terbaru dari DeanSama. Citer pasal cinta. Terharu plak aku membaca nyer. Just nak bagitau, kita skang nie rasanya dah lari terlalu jauh daripada fitrah sebenarnya. So berusahalah ntuk kembali ke arah Islam yang cermelang. Juga kalau anda rasa mambazir masa membaca blog nie, seeloknya aku nasihatkan agar anda meninggalkannya. Kerana tiada apa yang boleh dimanafaatkan pon........

“Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams.”

Selamat Hari Raye~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin ntuk semua... Alhamdulillah telah dipanjangkan umur ntuk kali nie. Setelah ramadan berlalu, kurasakan diri ini terlalu rugi. Kerana sepanjang ramadan yang lalu, semakin jahil pula diri nie. Sebab tuh raya tahun tak terasa kemenangan. Terasa diri ini terlalu jauh dari pencipta sebenar. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan bertemu kembali dengan ramadan yang akan datang. Dan semoga aku akan dikuatkan semangat ntuk menghadapi hari yang mendatang.....

Semalam alhamdulillah sempat bertakbir raya kat masjid. 1st time plak duduk kat Jordan nie dapat bertakbir di masjid dan juga sembahyang raya. Ahaks~ Actually malam sebelum nyer tuh, semua dak Malaysia telah dijemput oleh Sheikh Ma'mum ntuk bertakbir di masjid. Pergh, ramai gak pak arab cam kagum ngan cara kita semua bertakbir. Pasal depa kat snih mana ler takbir dengan berlagu. So kira cam jadi famous jap ah. Hahahahaha..... Tapi pas kita orang abes takbir kat masjid, kami telah dipecahkan kepada beberapa kumpulan ntuk gi takbir kat rumah dak pompuan. Ok ah. Seronok sebab dapat makan kuih raye~

Berbalik kepada cerita di pagi raya. Selepas ajer selesai sembahyang raya, kita orang pun bergambar. Lepas ajer selesai bergambar, acara yang ditunggu2. Iaitu senaman pagi a.k.a open house = ton of foods. LOL! Pergh memang tak larat makan la orang cakap. Sampai nak pecah perut aku (bayangkan ah kalau perut korang semua. Muahahahahaha). Banyak giler jemputan open house di pagi raya yang hening nie...... sob sob sob ko balik Malaysia ek sob...

Lepas abes semua rumah bebudak nie aku pusing (hyperbola ajer tuh), kita orang pun berlepas ke Kedutaan Besar Malaysia ke Jordan di Amman. Aktiviti makan secara tak ingat dunia pun bermula..... Start ajer bas jalan, mata terus tutup. Dan hanya terbuka (baca: hanya boleh dibuka) setelah sampai di hadapan kedutaan. Hehehe (kena rehatkan diri sebelum aktiviti yang lebih dasyat. Muahahahaha). Turun ajer dari bas, nampak segerombolan manusia yang memakai baju yang bewarna dan berwani. Pergh cam aper ajer. Tp takper 3ashan raye~ Lepak depan pintu jap. Dok layan kengkawan sambil meng.......... (xleh bgtau. nanti ada orang jelous. har har harun salim bachik).

Maka sesi fotografi pun dilaksankan dengan penuh jayanya. Dengan pelbagai aksi yang telah ditonjolkan (sorry xsemua gambar sesuai ntuk tontonan umum). Setelah itu barulah masuk ke dalam (lambat masuk akibat pergerakan trafik yang begitu perlahan. akibat daripada ahli Irbid yang terlalu ramai....). Bila dah masuk tuh terus ajer merembat segala jenis makanan yang ada dihidangkang. Burp! Opss sorry. Alhamdulillah.... Kenyang gak aku nie ek. Ingat kot dah tak reti kenyang. Dah abes makan, masa ntuk balik.....

Naik bas dan terus jer terlelap.... Tetiba bas aku berenti. Alamak, kena tahan ngan polis depan American Embassy plaks. Pehal la plak pakcik nie. Tak puas hati baik cakap kat PM ker duta ker... nie sibuk ajer tahan bas kita orang(depa dengki ngan baju raya kita orang kot??) Rupa2nya mamat nie ingat ada budak dalam bas nie amek gambar Embassy US tuh (eh ingat bangunan ko tuh cantik sangat ker ha?). Tetapi sebenarnya hanyalah misunderstanding (aku dah cakap dah, maner ader orang nak amek gambar korang tuh...). Pas ajer bas tuh masuk jalan besar, mata nie pun terus ajer kuyu dan jalan pun dah xknal. Dan terus terlelap...... Sedar2 ajer dah ada kat depan simsimah.... hahahahaha giler dasyat aku tido ek....

Begitulah adanya kisah aku di kala pagi raya yang hening di Irbid nie...... Xde menda yang menarik sgt pun. Itulah rutin yang telah aku jalankan selama 2 tahun lalu and for the next 5 years in Irbid nie.... (pergh giler lama lg nak balik nie.... alahai omak kawenkan aku (adeh aper lirik nie salah)). Dah takder aper citer dah nie, next week dah start kelas n 1st exam are coming and just around the corner (dey, saper cakap just dekat... huh? aku cakap "around the corner" ler bukan dekat corner tuh. *mangkuk ayun berterbangan*).

Till we meat again (dey pale otak ko "meat". Tu daging ah. cuba ler bawak study skit.). Owh ok. Sorry. Till we meet again.... da~

p/s: masih menunggu kehadiran bahulu gulung yang dipesan~

yaser da Buaya Mafraq (B.M.), aku, ngan tadin

kengkawan~

aku yang kelihatan bongkok akibat terlalu tawaduk ketika lalu depan orang ramai...

Eid Mubarak~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Wah, dah lama gak tak bercerita panjang ek. Hahahaha.... Setelah sebulan berpuasa, kini tibalah Syawal. Rasa macam cepat sahaja masa berlalu. Kalau dulu2 time kecik2 mesti rasa lama giler time puasa. Isk isk isk. Sampai rasa cam xlarat nak puasa. Tapi bile diberikan "ganjaran" ntuk berpuasa sure tak tinggal nyer. Hahahah.....

Memang seronok ah kalau fikir2 balik berpuasa time kecik2 dulu. Macam boleh dapat. Kalau pergi ke bazaar ramadan tuh, pergh tak cukup tangan membeli (hehehe.... biasa nyer juada pilihan adalah ayam percik). Pastuh kalau dah berbuka tuh, pergh makanan memang masyuk. Dapat berbuka ngan family. Alamak, tangkap leleh lah plak. Pastuh gi semayang terawikh semayang lapan ajer (ahaks~). Sedangkan orang lain semua semayang 20. Pastuh orang tak bagi pun lg salam lepas semayang witir, kita dah duduk menghadap moreh (makanan yang disediakan selepas semayang terawikh).

Memang seronok ah bila teringat balik kenangan berpuasa dan beraya time kecik2 dulu. Tapi skang nie macam dah takder semangat dah. Hahahah... Tak tau apasal. Maybe ntuk kebaikkan kot. Huhuhuhu Kalau dulu2 time beraya ajer mesti nak pergi beraya kat semua rumah orang. Walaupun tak knal. Semua nyer sebab nak dapat duit raya. Pastuh dapat banyak duit raya, pergi beli mercun ngan bunga api (aku main bunga api ajerlah. tak berani nak main mercun. tp adik2 aku ajer yg main. hehehehe).

Kenangan beraya dulu2 mmg dah tak sama ngan skang dah. Kalau dulu, kita sibuk menziarahi saudara-mara. Jumpa kengkawan. Skang nie, memasing duduk melepak depan tv ajer. Sebab dah macam2 program ada kat tv. Memang sedih ler nengok generasi skang nie. Agak2 nyer nanti anak2 kita camne ek? Silap2 sembahyang raya pun dah tak gi ek......

Bila bercerita bab baju raya plak, pergh memang kalau kat Malaysia tuh silau2 ha. Kalau yang perempuan tuh, pergh mekap tebal seinchi. Huhuhuhu..... Gelang emas sampai ke siku ha. Nie yang ori ker tak tak tau. Hahahaha. Yang penting raya mesti raya ek..... Kalau pakcik2 mesti akan tukar kereta baru. Hahahah raya kenalah tukar baru semua. Tapi nasib baik yang menambah bini baru skit ajer. (Heheheheh *grin*).

Tp senang citer memang semua baru ah. Serba-serbi baru. Tapi sekarang suasana tuh dah berubah. Kita semua dah berubah. So dah takder dah keseronokan macam dulu. Isk isk isk. Bila teringat tuh sedih gak ek.

Dalam kita bergembira, jangan kita lupakan yang sedang berduka. Ramai kawan2 kita skang nie yang sedang berduka. Ada yang berada dalam kesusahan. Ada yang berduka kerana kesalahan sendiri. So marilah sama2 kita mendoakan agar kita semua sentiasa hidup dalam keimanan dan ketakwaan kepada-Nya.

So dikesempatan nie, aku KHAIRUL ANWAR IBRAHIM, ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Semoga kita akan bertemu kembali dengan ramadhan yang akan datang.

Will we be like them?

People used to say that, in the old day a mom could raise like 10 children. But when they grew up, not even one of her child could look after her. Is that how we should be? Well my friend, we are lucky cause we still have our parent. Think about others how they are longing for a family love. Cherish them. Take care of them like or even better then they take care of you. Because they are the only parent that we had in our life......

In The End...

Assalammualaikum... and good day everyone. It's been almost a week or probably more since the last entry. So many things to tell yet a little time to write it all. This is what we call life. It just happen. You can't always know what's there for you. Because if you know it, probably we won't be a very good servent. We'll never gain anything with knowing everything. Something are better not to be know . Because it's means to be secret. There's always something about it. It just a matter of time to reveal.

Takziah, to one of my friend whose father just passed away on Wednesday Morning (probably, Malaysian time), who died in a car crash. There's nothing else I could do, accept for pray for him. May AllAH bless him and put him with the people who HE loves and blessed. I don't know what else to say, because I don't know how that I'm going to help her. Insyallah if she needs any help, I'll will always be there (bi iznillah). Actually anyone who need help, just tell me and I'll try my best to help you guys. Insyallah.

Well that's how life going on. That's how life works. It's a miracle. It's so unique that AllAH had told us everything about it in Quran except for life, death, and few others. Well, only HE knows about it. About life, it's actually a very beautiful moment of your journey before the 'real destination'. You can do anything that you want. You can do anything that you feel like doing. You can eat, drink, sleep, play and do gazillion of things as you like. Even though a musulman can do anything that he/she likes, yet they still stick to the syaria'. It's a beautiful plan that AllAH had planned for them. It's beautiful if you really understand what it is.

It's everything about giving rather than recieving. We give our free and freedom for awhile on this world for something better in the life after. It's about giving. If we didn't give what we should give, we will regret about it. Maybe today we didn't realize about it, but someday we'll regret about it. It's just a matter of time. As a saying say "Do what we had to do, an let the time take care of the rest". Maybe today our friends need help, we should do anything that we could do to help them. Because we never know what tomorrow have for us. Maybe it's good or maybe the other way round. Who knows?

Anyway, in the end we all gonna be the same, rotten body within a very cold and dark place six feet under. In the end we cannot bring everything that we had gathered here on this world to the under world. In the end everything will be useless unless we did share it with the others. we shouldn't forget the quest that had sent us here, TO BE A LOYAL SERVANT. Always remember who we are and we come from. Because it's much more useful than anything else.

Last words from me, "treasure something that you love while it still in your possession, before it's too late to do so".

You can't always get what you want

That's how life works. That's how AllAH created this world. That's how we should live on with. That's how my life works. Alhamdulillah, thank HIM for this give cause I don't know if anything that I want really good for me or not. As people always say that what we get is what we deserve. But what we didn't get is something that doesn't meant for us. Even though sometimes I just feel really down cause what I want, I didn't got it.

There's been a few things in my life that I want but I cannot get my hand on them. This is probably because they wasn't meant for to get them. It wasn't destined for me to hold them. At that time I think that HE already abandoned me (nauzubilllah min zalik). But I know I really know what happened back then. It wasn't the fact that HE had abandoned me. But it's actually something for me to ponder upon. Something to tell me that not everything that I want will be mine.

I don't why lately I'm so into the blues. Probably this is what the psychiatrist call compasation. Because I had lost a few things that I really fell the lost. Then it turn me into something that what I'm not. That's what people called LIFE. Ever since the first time I meet people, I had this kind of feeling. A feeling that I cannot explain. Something that is beyond my knowledge. It's something that keeps this body running. Something that keeps my blood flowing trough the arteries and veins all over my bodies which functioning to oxygenate my cells.

Enough of those stories. Now lets talk about something else. About the person I like the most. Till this moment, I don't really know who is the person that I like the most (after my father and mother la). Well probablu because it's not time yet. I don't why every time I meet new people I kind of forgot about the people I used to know. Sometimes I feel really bad about it. But most of the times I enjoy. I keep telling my self to stop from what I'm doing. I do thing about how others feel. Because I feel it too. I just wish that I had something inside me to prevent my self from destroying them. If I can't, I hope that someone will be able to stop it.

I really hope so. Before it's too chronic or even worsen. I really hope. I do pray to HIM. Maybe it's not time yet. Probably this feeling just because I see other people they had it and I want it too. It's just a common thing for an ordinary people like me to have this feeling. After all, I'm not a perfect person. There's not perfect person in this world. But we still can try to be perfect even it it mean that we had to look weird in front of others.

After all I've wrote, I still don't understand about life. It's just too complicated. Is it just me, or it really is. So the question is, AM I MYSELF? Still looking for the answers............

It's that time of the year again....

It's back. It's the time of the year again. Thank goodness that we made it again this year. After the long and tiring moment of our life we finally arrived to that time again. This is the time when love will blooms again. This is the time when all people try to be nice with each other. No matter how you angry with people. It doesn't matter right now. Everyone is too busy searching for the right one. For the right moment, for the right path. And in a simple word, "The Right".

People who really sought after all the goodness at that time are the only person who will get it. Sometimes we forgot about that time. We are too busy with something else which is not last for a life time. For a moment like this, some people wait for a life time. For something like this, if it can be bought by money it think a lot of blood will spill. For something that as special as this time, we should never forget about it. Yet we still too ignorant and too self-centered to think about it.

My friends, life is too short to think about something that won't last long. Why wasting your time thinking about it. You still got a lot of other things that you need to think about. And I think everyone know what I've been mumbling ; it's Ramadhan my friend. It's that month of the year again. It's the month full with forgiveness and blessing. It's the month of the people who sought after it. It's the time for us to increase our worship, to decrease our "kharban" thingy, and to ask for forgiveness. It's the time that people had been waiting for a long time.

It's the love to HIM that had bloom which will lead us to HIM. It's the longing to meet HIM will lead us to the right path. It's everything about HIM. It's nothing about her or anyone else. It's only about HIM. No matter what you do for life (as long as it's followed syaria'), no matter how much you make a month, no matter what brand of cloth you wear, no matter how beautiful your wife (or how handsome your husband is), and everything else, it doesn't matter. What really matter is your heart that had devoted to HIM. Willing to endure everything that you'll encountered along the path to HIM.

Ramadhan Kareem. Kullu 3am wa antum bi alf kher.